Happy Birthday!

Miss you, hope you got the balloons we sent you honey :)

Narnia

How do I turn my house into this?

and myself into her?

Feeling a bit

Out of the loop.

roll on 29th.

Merry Christmas!

My beloved stalkers readers

51

I'm not sure what to blog about now, but that was really sweet ;)

Gosh.

My baby's grown up so fast already.

Honey,

Secrecy is sexy okay ;D

Birch*

I like skype.

ANTONIO PACELLI IS FIT.

i joke.
bitch.

Some winter things

I'm going to miss you if i don't see you in these next two weeks.

I don't want it to snow.

I hate the cold.

I don't know how to get out of it.

I don't want to wait 'till the next party.

What's Happening?

I have an inability to bring these things up in conversation.

Awkwardness to the max.

Everybody sees it but me.

Green.

Jealousy is one emotion I hate to admit to.

no.

It's called not checking my phone every 5 seconds.

No reply for you.
haha.

GET SOME TEXTING ETIQUETTE.

How Embarassing

Sorry about that honey. >_<

It annoys me

that you can't blooody spell.

GO AWAY GO AWAY.

Aha!

I MEANT IT!

see?

I'm sorry...

I don't know how to tell you this...

Strange...

Y'know when you walk out of an English lesson that was spent making seductive faces at Nihir and sleeping on your hair

and you just don't feel it anymore?

When i saw you today, i didn't feel anything.

It was just temporary.

It was never you.

Stupid me.

Love you too!

I took it for granted that Eleanor would always be there, somewhere.

But then one day she wasn't.

Zahra baby, I LOVE YOU!

I'll never take our friendship for granted,

because if i lose you,

I know it would hurt so much.

Our drunken bond smelt good today btw ;D

HELLO!

One Month

Miss you more everyday..

x

Time Machine

I now have another reason to invent the time machine

I'd go back to the 6th of November and make things right from there.

I can't believe i gave you up.

Spring Awakening

I want to see it over and over.

It makes so much sense!

Why?

Why do people keep being taken from us?

First Eleanor then this.

Dale, i never knew you, probrably never knew anyone who knew you, but my heart goes out to them, it does. Because i know what it feels like to have someone ripped away from you without a moment's warning.

What did anyone do to deserve this?

How can this be happening again?

Confession #2

I need a will hug : /

It's not getting easier.

Just when i think i've cried all my tears

The floods start again.

I miss you, I need you in this world just to be able to know that's everything is fine and normal and okay.

That's never going to happen now.

God, i miss you so much.

Awh.

"I hate Harry so much sometimes"

"Well... I don't that much"

(:

Love you all!

I have the best friends, i really do.
With everything that's happening they are my constant.
I couldn't breathe without you guys
x

Groups

Strategically joining groups on facebook DOES work.

So does enlisting the help of a small, ginger girl.

Love you!

Okay, i get the picture.

I may as well give up again.

It makes me sad that no one else can see it.

Sorry God

Double decker busses are my fave.

More

Well, i'm off to go contemplate this inevitable disaster.

wonder what more magazine will bring me tomorrow.

Choices.

It's like when you wait for ages for a bus,

and then two come along at once.

Classic.

If there is a God i have three words for you

I HATE YOU.

awh well.

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.

Inconsistent

I contradict myself alot here.

But i change my mind alot.

God.

Moodswings much?

Sad Times.

 I know it sounds stupid and needy

and there's probrably a legitimate reason.

so sorry in advance

But when i feel like this,

like i'm rock bottom and i'm empty

and i miss her so much.

Just one text could help me.

but you don't text back

and i sink lower.

It's probrably not your fault

but still...

Dear **************

you have a very nice back.

I miss you.

Sorry.

Love!

I do feel bad
But tough shizz
I want to be a rugby wag.

and i have so much love for Molly Downes right now!

Words

This is my wordcount for this blog. Basically the bigger the word the more it's used.

I seems i WANT alot.

Get yours here

Woop!

According to more magazing this will all be sorted by Tuesday.

yes please.

So,

Have i lost three of you now?

Number one: We've all lost you forever, and it hurts everyday, even if we are learning how to get by without you, it waill never be the same.

Number two: I'm sorry honey. I already miss being friends, but you lost your chance, and that's just the way it is.

Number three: Is it me? I don't understand.

Haha!

I feel like quite the 'Sarcastic Bitch' today.

Actually

I'm so sick of people trying to find out.

Don't they just get the picture that i don't want to talk to them about it?

It worries me enough that the few people that know do,

i never really even wanted them to know.

so stop asking me and go get a life okay?

This is really bad but...

the fact that you're mad at me makes me want you so much right now. >_>

PHONE!

Here goes.

I miss you

If i could change one thing,

I would choose you.

If i could switch places with anyone at any time,

I would choose you.

If I could be with anyone right now,

I would choose you.

Eleanor, I would give anything to have you back.

I would give anything to turn back the clock

And just tell you to be careful.

Two words

That could have saved your life.

If only we knew.

Let's talk

I really want this to happen

Deary me.

I'm a selfish drunk.

Fire

wheni think about them burning you the panic rises up and i think it might swallow me.

i don't want them to burn you, beautiful.