Sunday, 27 December 2009

Happy Birthday!



Miss you, hope you got the balloons we sent you honey :)

Saturday, 26 December 2009

Narnia

How do I turn my house into this?






and myself into her?

Feeling a bit



Out of the loop.

roll on 29th.

Thursday, 24 December 2009

Merry Christmas!



My beloved stalkers readers

Wednesday, 23 December 2009

51



I'm not sure what to blog about now, but that was really sweet ;)

Sunday, 20 December 2009

Gosh.



My baby's grown up so fast already.

Saturday, 19 December 2009

Honey,



Secrecy is sexy okay ;D

Friday, 18 December 2009

Thursday, 17 December 2009

Some winter things



I'm going to miss you if i don't see you in these next two weeks.
I don't want it to snow.
I hate the cold.
I don't know how to get out of it.
I don't want to wait 'till the next party.

Wednesday, 16 December 2009

What's Happening?


I have an inability to bring these things up in conversation.

Tuesday, 15 December 2009

Awkwardness to the max.



Everybody sees it but me.

Monday, 14 December 2009

Green.



Jealousy is one emotion I hate to admit to.

Sunday, 13 December 2009

no.



It's called not checking my phone every 5 seconds.
No reply for you.
haha.

GET SOME TEXTING ETIQUETTE.

How Embarassing



Sorry about that honey. >_<

It annoys me



that you can't blooody spell.
GO AWAY GO AWAY.

Saturday, 12 December 2009

Aha!



I MEANT IT!

see?

Wednesday, 9 December 2009

I'm sorry...



I don't know how to tell you this...

Strange...



Y'know when you walk out of an English lesson that was spent making seductive faces at Nihir and sleeping on your hair
and you just don't feel it anymore?
When i saw you today, i didn't feel anything.

It was just temporary.
It was never you.

Stupid me.

Love you too!



I took it for granted that Eleanor would always be there, somewhere.
But then one day she wasn't.

Zahra baby, I LOVE YOU!
I'll never take our friendship for granted,
because if i lose you,
I know it would hurt so much.

Our drunken bond smelt good today btw ;D
HELLO!

One Month



Miss you more everyday..
x

Time Machine



I now have another reason to invent the time machine
I'd go back to the 6th of November and make things right from there.

I can't believe i gave you up.

Tuesday, 8 December 2009

Spring Awakening



I want to see it over and over.
It makes so much sense!

Sunday, 6 December 2009

Why?



Why do people keep being taken from us?
First Eleanor then this.
Dale, i never knew you, probrably never knew anyone who knew you, but my heart goes out to them, it does. Because i know what it feels like to have someone ripped away from you without a moment's warning.
What did anyone do to deserve this?
How can this be happening again?



Saturday, 5 December 2009

Confession #2



I need a will hug : /

It's not getting easier.



Just when i think i've cried all my tears
The floods start again.

I miss you, I need you in this world just to be able to know that's everything is fine and normal and okay.
That's never going to happen now.
God, i miss you so much.

Friday, 4 December 2009

Awh.



"I hate Harry so much sometimes"

"Well... I don't that much"

(:

Thursday, 3 December 2009

Love you all!



I have the best friends, i really do.
With everything that's happening they are my constant.
I couldn't breathe without you guys
x

Wednesday, 2 December 2009

Groups



Strategically joining groups on facebook DOES work.
So does enlisting the help of a small, ginger girl.
Love you!

Okay, i get the picture.



I may as well give up again.
It makes me sad that no one else can see it.

Tuesday, 1 December 2009

Sorry God



Double decker busses are my fave.