I WANT SUMMER

Specifically July

Now please.

Four

it's not getting easier

Plus

I feel really really really really happy!

I hope you do too

Refreshed

Y'know, even though tech's a bitch, i think it's finally woken me up out of my lazy stupor in which i could do nothing but just sit there refreshing various social networking sights and just hoping that things would work out and achieve themselves.

I feel like i want to do things again.

Woop for me!

Let's face it, I want to be famoussssss.

Formspring me yeah?

http://www.formspring.me/smilesbunch

bluhgog.

I'm still there

Damn this unfortunate timing.

natter

and suddenly it's all about you.

well well well

that's that decision made then.

Observation

You're awkward when i cry.

buried treasure

I saved this to my laptop ages ago
I miss you

I don't know why

I'm just too happy to care!

Love from,

Keeping the cliché theme of the evening, this can be one of those posts where i tell you it's about someone else but it's actually about you ;)

Thankyou, you're amazing :)

three

The 9th will never be the same again.

Unhappy Face

I love you.

I miss you.

And Jo, don't worry, i'll never leave you (:

Hello.

Well, i was

but i still don't.

A Shallow One

Puh puh prom dress.

Sit-ups for Sasha -_-

Knight's Waltz

Give me a listen?
http://www.numu.org.uk/artist.asp?lngUserID=67365

Cool it.

snappy.

MRAH.

Feeling so pissed off and bitchy about everything except the usual >_>

GOODNIGHT.

Love ya more that Glee etc etc etc.

THERE YOU GO.

xx

Gak.

It's annoying being annoyed at something you shouldn't really be annoyed at.

Really?

Should we be jealous of that?

Don't flatter yourself love, that wasn't for you.

My paint skillz are ace.

I find it hard to believe you.

Hurt yet?

Just trying to get through.

You make me sad.

It wasn't just me then.

I hate you right now.

I really do.

fag.

What the actual fuck?

John Tucker must die.

Guess my 'acting' skills aren't as good as i thought.

Fag

You're a fag.

Yes you are.

You fag.

Ugh.

Ugh.

ugh ugh ugh.

Alcopops.

Expand?

Oh, so now you care.

Why the fuck should i tell you?

>_>

'I see...'- It makes me suspicious

Perfection

I don't want it perfect.

I want it exciting.

We're happy like this

let it go

2 months

I remembered today that time where i saw you and Molly shoppng in town for Jan's sixteenth and we looked for purple cutlery in the 99p store and saw Ms. Styllianou.

I like these little things as they are the closestto new memories with you that i'm going to get.

I miss you so much!

Human Pyramid

You tread on other's shoulders to get to the top but once you're there they can't hold you up forever.
If you stay there for too long you'll fall.
They always do.
Take a look at yourself before you pin this on other people.

Yesyesyes!

We can help her!

Snow

It's good for us.

Naice

I wish i had the guts to do that.

Onoffline

Thanks gorgeous.

SoDiT

I've got to get back into that lovely little bubble where i can pretend nobody reads this and just SPILLLLLL.

   Also, my lifes dream is to get a hug from Mr Lavin. I saw him today and remembered how much i missed him :')

   I think he really does have a physics house where you have to work out how much energy you need before you turn a light switch on.

    Physics is love with lavlav, mollypops, eddles and bbyrhys- my favourite conservative form captain candidate '010.

yeah, i just used 'physics' and 'love' in the same sentence.

One wish

Just come back okay?

come back come back.

I think i've got some lyics for your song.

I'm not sure.

The tears fell

The hearts broke

You broke the spell

You crossed the road

You were awfully violent

and mean

and rude

but i miss your bruises

painful pieces of you

what i'd give for one more bruise.

You're gone and you're gone and you'll always be gone

always be gone from here

buy you're here and you here and youll always be near

always be near to us dear.

gah, it looks even worse written down.

I'll try and do better for you i promise.

Can't sleep

wantwantwantwantwant.

gah.

I think

I think differently to other people

Clean Slate

If there is one word to sum up 2009 it is eventful.

- I got properly drunk for the first time

- I went to a new country

- I lost some friends

- I made some friends

- I got rid of some friends

- I discovered songwriting

- I had my first kiss

- I attended my first funeral

- I discovered some new vocabulary

- I discovered the wonders of Taylor Swift ;)

- I came out of my shell

- I made a reputation

- I made a big decision

- I figured some stuff out

- I made some new traditions

- I broke some old traditions

- I got facebook/ plurk/ blogger/ skype

- I discovered my inner sarcastic bitch ;)

- I also discovered my inner jealous bitch, though she remains safely locked out of sight in her cage.

- I cried infront of people

- I was the subject of gossip

- I was happy

- I was unhappy

- I made some private jokes with myself

- I worried for my mental health

- I discovered lots and lots and LOTS about my self

- I analysed how people worked

- I shared many awkward moments

- I did far too much to remember all at once.

Happy new year!